Warning: sappiness ahead...
With so many friends having babies lately, and with sending out 'congratulatory emails' about how 'great it is to be a new parent', I am reminded of how blessed we are to have Connor in our lives. Connor has made my life so much richer then it ever was before. Everything that seemed so significant before his birth seems so insignificant now. My family is my reason for living - not that I don't have anything else to live for - but I do feel that they are my purpose in life. Some people have ambitions of being a successful business person or to achieve some great success - my ambition is to be the best Mom I can be. That little guy makes getting up in the morning a treat - going into his room and seeing that great big smile because he sees me - his Mom - is the best feeling in the world. My heart melts every single morning for him. I can't help but wonder how I could possibly love my next child as much as I love Connor. They say your heart just gets bigger - if mine got any bigger I fear it would burst. Still to this day, 9 months and 1 week later, I get teary eyed seeing my husband and my son laughing together. The way I see it, as long as we continue to share the love we share amongst the three of us - we are doing just fine.
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